Bring it on, 2012.

Hello 2012!!

I've gotta say... even though there are no real changes in life when the calendar changes from one year to the next, I am insanely happy to see 2011 go. I am pretty sure that 2011 will go down in history as one of the worst years over all... but that doesn't mean there were not a multitude of great times as well. I'd say the good and bad were pretty much neck and neck. In light of taking on a fresh way of looking at life, I don't want to dwell on the bad, so instead I want to recap the triumphs. I took in a lot of lessons in 2011. I accomplished many things I never thought possible. I am sure I will forget a few things... but here is what I've got for the things that 2011 did for me.

I drove from Chicago, to Louisville, to San Diego in 5 days with just me, two kids and two dogs.

I have been able to be here for Blondie as he goes through each surgery (3 so far).

I have stuck to one of my resolutions from last year and that was to not take everything so personally. Understanding that everyone has their own battles they are fighting everyday, so the way they treat me is not always a reflection of me, but of their past. Being more compassionate instead of defensive. Its gotten me burned, but still worth it because I can say that I was the one who took the high road.

I made some amazing friends who are there for me even when I wanted nothing to do with anyone.

I have begun to catch a glimpse of my true worth through said friends. I have a habit of selling myself short and allowing people to take my kindness for weakness... but that is rapidly changing.

I continued to fight for my marriage, even when I was being told to just let it go.

I was selected as the Ombudsman for my husbands command, and I am loving every minute of it!!

My daughter finally let go of her plug (pacifier)! I had myself all worked up for nothing about it too... she gave it up like a champ.

I have been able to create a balance between how much time I give to others and how much time I spend with my family. I might be needed by a lot of people, but in 20 years, they will be a distant memory while my family will still be here for me.

I have been able witness to the hard work and dedication of my husband through the achievements of the sailors in his division, even in the short time he has been a part of the command.

I have done laundry. I know some of you are laughing... but for the ones who know me, KNOW I don't do laundry. I didn't do laundry for a long time... but I am finally doing laundry like a big girl :))

I have stopped being SUCH a push over with the kids and actually following through with punishments.

Most importantly, I have not really changed anything about me as a result of the efforts of others who have made feverish attempts to break me down. I am still the same person, just with a new attitude :)

That should about sum it up!! I have many hopes and goals for 2012. I know we are only 2 days in, but so far so good ;)