30 DBG: Day 12♥

What you believe.

Boy, if that's not a 'loaded question', I dont know what is! How do you even begin to answer that? I suppose the first thing that comes to mind, is that I believe that the God in my heart loves me, just as He says, no matter what. It doesn't matter how many times I drop the ball, He keeps on loving me. I also believe that there is nothing more important in my life, next to my continually growing relationship with Christ, than my family. My children are my life, and the things I do with and for them everyday will have a profound impact on their life and who they will become. While I can't 'make' them into anything, I can give them the tools to hopefully become children who love God and respect me and others. Who have loving and open hearts, and who aches for the betterment of the lives of others. That kind of development begins now, at home with me.

I also believe, that no matter what, there is nothing two people cannot overcome if they want it bad enough. The past can be left in the past. Forgiveness can be given and received, no matter how deep the wounds. Love truly does 'bare all things, hope all things, believe all things.' I believe the Word of God holds more wisdom and love than I could ever possibly hold in my heart. If I ever need proof of that... I just seek out my husband, and see the love in his eyes that was once said to be gone. I see, and feel, it again.

Everyday.

I believe in miracles.

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30 DBG: Day 11♥

Favorite TV shows:

Reality TV is such a guilty pleasure. I'm happy to say that there aren't any that I am 'addicted' to, but there are a few other shows that I love to watch when I can remember they are on, lol. First would be Sons of Anarchy! I don't know what it is about it, but I have been hooked since the first season.Recently I have become an avid watcher of Criminal Minds. I don't usually watch the 'new' episodes, but anytime I see the older ones on, that's what I watch. Since I just got into it this year, most episodes I have not seen. As scared as it can make me (an seriously, this show is the reason why I know want to own a gun.) I still love it!

Having kids in the house forces me to watch a lot of kid shows. Some I cant STAND. Others I tolerate. However, Dinosaur Train is one I honestly enjoy! It has really catchy songs and the kids love it. I actually like Imagination Movers and Fresh Beat Band too... those are Grace's favorites!


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30 DBG: Day 10♥

Something your afraid of:

There are some obvious answers to this one. Most of my friends and family know of my bug phobia, lol. Especially spiders. I have gotten better living in the midwest, but still... spiders are a hard thing for me to deal with!


After spiders is totally clowns!! BLEK! I cant even think about clowns... seriously. Moving on.

The next one is one I am sure many people fear. Loneliness. I don't know if it's the actual idea of being alone or on my own that scares me the most, or if its the thought if loosing what I already have. No matter what, its a thought that scares me to death.

My biggest fear in my life, is that something will happen to one of my children. Not just that 'something will happen' but that they will be taken from this Earth before me. I know that sounds selfish, but I can't even begin to thing about how I would be able to physically breath knowing this world existed without them. My chest feels like it is caving in just thinking about it.

We all fear something. We can hide inside a little shell and watch life pass us by, or we can put our faith in the hands of our Lord and know that His plan is perfect. No matter what that could mean. We never know our strength until we are faced with a fear, and its how we adapt that makes us who we are.

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